- my ex being stupid enough to get caught cheating
- my genuine disgust by poor treatment from men, getting turned off
- my growth
- my glimmer of hope in love
- my disinterest in love
- my peace
- the adventures to come
- the art to create
- the opportunities to be so god damn creative
- traveling
- traveling often
- weed
- moroccan mint green tea
- experiencing genuine gratitude (not just because I’m supposed to)
- walks in the park
- blue eyes
- european accents
- dreaming
- romantics
- romance
- proposals
- this instagram reel
- untraditional poetry
- calling un-formatted written expression poetry because it sounds better
- orange cats
- being where i’m at in life, the freedom & opportunity
- cities
- girl talk with mama llama
- not being the family drama this time
- supportive girlfriends
- goofy girlfriends
- hugs with soft sweaters
- cuddling, I could go for more than just some of that
- feeling special
- dressing well
- cowboy boots
- not being on my phone so much
- my soft white scarf (that may or may not have been found in a bar in brooklyn 5 years ago)
- writing in aestheticallly pleasing fonts
- being out of my usual environment
- mac and cheese
- naming an orange feral cat mac (maybe he’ll be mine someday)
- using a $100 gift card on my aunts dinner when I wasn’t supposed to pay
- this list
- the ocean
- bikinis
- the beach life (I miss it)
- not having anxiety
- being chill af
- my white trash eggs benny
- wine
- good sex (could go for some)
- calling this list art because I can
- saying “no man gets left behind” when scooping the last bite of mac and cheese into my bowl from the pot
- posting specific sensual Instagram stories for my close friends just to see which guys see it and/or react to it
- angel numbers (10:10 right now)
- my cute baby cousin
- 22:22 on 11•22
- long hot showers
- being romanced
- pretty dresses that make me love being me
- having occasions to wear pretty dresses
- wearing pretty pretty dresses without an occasion
- letting life take me on an adventure
- letting my art take me on an adventure
- healing through creating art
- being the alchemist
- blushing
- mirror work
- wearing my hair curly
- my achievements in self love
- loving myself through the harder times
- obsessing about my personal growth for once
- not obsessing about my personal growth for once
- not being codependent
- male attention
- channeling my quick wit
- being a kickass storyteller
- human interaction
- feeling peace
- emotional resonance
- having a minimalist living space
- redecorating my bedroom
- energetic upgrades
- value
- princess treatment
- letting my hair air dry with luxury oil in it
- soft comfy beds
- soft comfy clothes
- my pretty angel face
- my wild side (let her play in a safe space)
- being physically safe
- understanding the importance of emotional safety (and the difference between this and facade)
- making art out of as much as I can
- writing this list
- feeling respected
- choosing love & authenticity
- a handsome man
- nice cars, fast cars
- integrating dreams on earth
- poetry that turns me on (share your faves in the comments)
- lavender
- a sex drive that doesn’t have time for bullshit
- soft bed sheets
- morning sunshine through the window
- being a woman
- sangria
- my quick turnaround times
- the countryside of tennessee
- not living in tennessee anymore
- being proclaimed “overqualified” more than once in job interviews
- not being on dating apps
- pretending I’m at a waterfall by letting the bathtub fill up while I’m showering
- having lived in costa rica
- not living in costa rica anymore
- the good parts about that relationship
- dodging a bullet
- front porches
- farm life
- tennessee
- my dreams
- my aspirations
- my heart
- my art
- my past
- my future
- my present
